Hello World.

Its just a phase-
A few words don't hurt-
You don't mean anything-
When you say you hate today-
Your life, everyone and everyday-
Its just a phase-
A few tears wipe away-
They don't mean anything-
When they stream down like a rainstorm-
And you scream-
With no reason at all-
Its just a phase-
A few cuts always heal-
It don't mean anything-
When the pain chases pain-
And your so numb you need blood-
To know you still alive-
Its just a phase-
A few hits fade away-
It don't mean anything-
Just a couple experiments to cure this nightmare-
fucked up everyday, real life's hard to bare-
Its just a phase-
A new death a new birth-
It don't mean anything-
Just one less depressed teen-
(we've got enough, we'll get more)
Its just a phase-
A threat for attention thats all-
A few pills always work-
To hide from you hurt-
A few pills always work-
To ignore this epidemic-
To convince you and pretend it-
Was all just a phase.

Help.

She killed herself last night,
Yes, she did.
It was painless,
she cried, she thought it'll go away.
I saw her bleed.

I wasn't myself anymore.
The girl who used to see good in everyone, happy in her own world,
Enjoying the endless beauty of the things around,
Staring at the sky, counting stars,
was no longer there.

Dreams started haunting her,
Abhorrence was the only thing she could think of,
she no longer knew what amorousness was.

Crying for mercy,
She said once " comedy is in my blood, thats why people like it when I'm bleeding".
I couldn't do anything.

I want her back.